"Forget Prince Charming. I'll take the wolf." - Emily the Strange

Monday, September 27, 2004

the morning after

i'm not sure if this whole piece is going to make sense but it'll most likely turn out to be random ramblings at best.

i had such fun with G last nyt - it was probably as perfect as perfect could get. had something to eat, watched a movie, had time to hit the mall to windowshop and find more about each others' preferences & my personal favorite - hang around a quiet corner to smoke and talk. the art of communicating with another person, in my opinion, seems to be a dying art. it's so ironic that as the media for communication broadened at a dizzying pace than ever before, it becomes all the more harder to say what's really inside your head.

the moment you've been waiting for the last couple of days has arrived and the date went swimmingly well, you're now forced to confront -- the morning after.

it feels weird to be dating someone you're working with. it's as if your whole being feels a wide gamut of emotions all at the same time - excitement because I have someone new; paranoia about everyone else finding out; awkwardness because of the near proximity that you have; uncertainty on where the two of you stand or even where you're headed; fear of the repercussions of your actions whether you intended them or not.

in the past, i've hooked up with a guy that's working for the same company but it's the first time that I've gone out with a person working for the same account. i'm not one to complain but i sometimes have way too many in my head to appreciate what is right in front of me. i should be happy that i found someone that meets my qualifications, hell, it's probably even way too early in the 'relationship' to start worrying or to give a damn but i just can't help it. seeing G's relationship with another co worker crumble both publicly and privately at the same time just pushes forward the hesitation in me.

i don't know what to do or who to talk to with what i fell but i hope i find the answer soon... and fast

2 Comments:

Blogger Arashi-KIshu said...

oh dear, i don't usually recommend office romances, especially if you guys belong to the same department...
but let's see...maybe things will work out for you.

9:21 PM

 
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